Alternative Being
AFTER NOTE: The sky is red with the sound of distant rumbling, better make this quick, I have an arm in the grave but I think this will make it through the rift. Not sure what's left here for me.
I know, the title of this autobiography letter story sounds weird, I don't particularly know where it started, but I was about 5 years old, and it started with the feet, like it'd feel like I was walking when I was sitting down, then it felt like I was writing without a pencil in my hand, contradictory to what I was bestowed with infront of me. Now this didn’t come off as odd to my mostly mundane family, but I could tell they knew something was up with me. I wanted to be an officer of the force, I knew I could do it, but this CONDITION messed with me, it grew to the tips of my shoulders, I could feel every action, every moment, below my shoulders. I couldn’t do anything and my parents took me to a mental institution to get my CONDITION fixed. Even the word CONDITION terrified me. They diagnosed me with schizophrenia, and I was taken home by my parents, after this I learned slowly to cope with the feelings of someone else, the feelings of the other person always felt like running in panic from something, and even them getting cut on the shoulder. I still felt everything below my shoulders, but not the head or neck. I was able to cope for years, I went through Elementary School, Middle School, but when I reached my 16th year of life, at exactly January 1st 2016, 12:00 AM. I felt… Everything.
The feeling of someone else's entire mind, every thought, every idea….. It just felt like an entirely different world seeped into your mind and a few shots of alcohol after that. I felt like 2 people at once. The feeling was life annihilating, the first thing I figured out was that this was a girl by the name of “Renari.” The feeling was life annihilating, the first thing I figured out was that this was a boy by the name of “Ren.” Now, this girl came from an alternative reality, and our connection was uncanny to the point where she could control my every movement, and I could control hers. At first he tried to kill me, but then I stopped him and told him he might die too, because I know how the SOUL works. She told me the SOUL is fragile, if one of us dies, we both die. I couldn’t do that to my mother, Renari told me things. I told him that the reality over here is much more, dead. When we were born, our souls were bound together by the power of an opposite reality, a dead one, which Renari currently lives in. Here, the world has ended, the foundation is dead, the physical reality of the world has deteriorated to the point where you can’t lie, you can’t scream, you can’t hate. Now when me and Renari came into existence in, her reality bent in such a way, in like a way video game glitch happens, reality bent its own rules and bound our two souls as one the exact moment we were born, Renari only knows this happened because it’s the most logical conclusion. Well, that left some questions for me, because if we were bonded from the start, then why did we become together fully 16 years later? Now me and Renari sat on this question the longest. Well, we thought naturally Renari’s Reality was chaotic and distorted, so our souls must have not become one completely but overtime? Renari’s Reality became doomsday after a set of events that lead to The Foundation accidently let multiple things… Out… These things are now roaming my Earth, and she’s taken the responsibility of containing them, her mother was a “Site Director” for this Foundation. Now another strange thing, is that Renari is the only person that can lie, can scream, and can hate because of my portion of the soul. Both of these separate realities have a few unspeakable connections from what my Mom said. So, we’re bound, and this is the starting log that Mom requested us to write daily.